31 January 2024

100 day countdown to UTS

The year started gently; after racing on New Year's eve, I took a day off. This guaranteed I couldn't be obsessive about running every day of the year - exactly the sort of thing I latch on to, but this year it wouldn't help; I need to be more considered with my training and rest. Just one day later, 2nd Jan, and it was time to get started; four months to go, with tapering time to be deducted, and a lot of work to do to first shed the Christmas pounds, recover the fitness level of last autumn's peak, and then start pushing the level up yet further.

Last year was the peak of my running achievements to date, most notably completing my first two 100-mile+ runs. Perhaps these will remain my biggest achievements, but I had to raise the bar for 2024; I haven't yet had a DNF result, so I clearly haven't pushed it too far. The choices were go longer, go faster or go tougher. I felt I wanted to master the century distance, but also wanted to go a bit tougher, so I entered the UTS-100M in May. This is a "savage"(by their description) route around Snowdonia, featuring somewhere around 10,000M/35,000ft of ascent and some very difficult terrain. Perfect, and also an intimidating prospect.

Two century runs in a year seemed like the right number, given the scale of training, planning, recce'ing, tapering, resting and cost. I really enjoyed the 13 Valleys in the Lakes last year, and with it taking place at the end of September, the spacing works well with the UTS. Repeating an event brings benefits - confidence, and the opportunity to make many improvements to strategy, pacing, equipment, etc. I also hope that some more moderate conditions might give me the opportunity to fare better.

This combination still didn't feel like enough of a challenge, though it probably should have. I spent the most of the winter so far obsessing over the Arc of Attrition 100, a brutal winter race around the tip of Cornwall. I didn't get a place for 2024. However, I discovered that completion of a summer event by the same organiser would guarantee a place on the Arc 2025. So in August, conveniently between my big two, I will attempt The Plague - a 100km coastal out-and-back starting just west of St Austell. This is still a significant undertaking, but given the focal events of the year, it feels like one I should be trained and ready for by simply maintaining the training level after UTS.

I started the countdown to UTS a few weeks ago, to focus my training efforts and acknowledge the scale of progress I must make. I need to once again be 100-mile ready, but stronger for the severe hills, whilst still being able to maintain enough pace to meet the cutoffs. I feel I was ready for such a challenge when I did 13 Valleys - itself a hugely challenging event - but that event took a lot longer than expected, for a variety of reasons. The UTS adds around another 10,000ft of elevation, but the cutoffs are only a little more generous. The doubts creep in easily; how much do I need to raise my game to even meet the cutoffs? Is it possible?

I honestly don't know what can be achieved by May, especially given work, family and the business of life, but my training plan is this: minimum 50-miles and 8000ft a week, lots of difficult terrain, and don't get injured. This means not too much speed, squeezing in the rest days, but otherwise time on feet and heading for the awkward and steep climbs whenever possible. I don't feel the need to plan lots of big distance runs, though some recces of the route will provide a good opportunity to revisit the logistics of long runs.

Today marks 100 days until the UTS-100M. It remains intimidating, but four weeks into the training plan, with a marathon and a few big hill runs already done, my confidence is growing. Note to self: don't get injured.

14 October 2023

13 Valleys 2023: The Kit

This is a really nerdy post about running kit. I've been asked various questions by runners and non-runners, so I thought it interesting to go into some detail about it.

A significant part of completing an ultra run is taking the right kit. The longer the run, the more critical the choices are. Event organisers will specify what they think you need to safely complete the event, and beyond that you use your own judgement.

I try to stick with what I've trained and practiced with - I don't want surprises on the day. I broke this rule on my first century - I ordered a new backpack at the last minute, the Ultimate Direction Fastpack 20. Although a great pack, this caused me significant issues with chafing on my lower back as I hadn't learned the correct adjustment. This was exacerbated by the plasters I put on the sores mid-race; I had an allergic reaction to the adhesive in the dressings, and have scars to show for it.

For 13 Valleys, I tried not to overpack, and stuck mostly with kit I know well. It still seems like a phenomenal amount of stuff, and it seems surprising that the full pack, waist belt and poles weighed in at around 7.3kg.

Pulling it all together the night before

Mandatory Kit

  • Running pack: Salomon AdvSkin 12 running vest
  • Waterproof jacket: Montane Spine
  • Full leg cover: Decathlon, the cheapest running tights they had (£14)
  • Taped waterproof trousers: Bonatti Waterproof running pants
  • Insulated layer: Forclaz Mountain Trekking Down Jacket MT100
  • Warm layer (ie: fleece): Montane Via Dragon pull-on running top
  • Warm hat or 2 buffs: Montane Logo Beanie, Altura merino snood
  • Gloves: OMM Fusion running gloves
  • Water (1 litre min.): 2x Salomon Speed 500ml soft flask, 2x Ronhill 500ml soft flask
  • Food (at least 800 kcal): 2x OTE Anytime Bar (Cocoa Nibs), 4x SIS gels
  • Cup (needs to be able to stand): Decathlon Trail Running Folding Cup 150ml
  • Bowl (for use at feed stations which can take hot food): Sea To Summit X-Bowl
  • Spork (for use at feed stations): added to list after I'd packed, so I didn't take
  • Phone with sufficient battery: iPhone 12 + Bonai 5800mAh power bank
  • Head LAMP (One main headlamp with spare battery + 1 additional spare headlamp: Petzl Iko Core + core battery + 3x AAA batteries + cheap Amazon USB headtorch
  • Survival bag: Alpkit Hunka waterproof bivi bag
  • Small first Aid kit: Lifeventure DriStore waterproof bag, 4x plasters, medical tape, roll of gauze, steri strips, 2x antiseptic wipes
  • ID (passeport or ID card): driving licence
  • £20 cash: a crisp note
  • Map (supplied): stored in Lifeventure DriStore bag
  • Route notes (supplied)
  • Running shoes suitable for rough terrain: Topo Athletic Mountain Racer 2

Recommended Additional Items

  • Sun Cream: small tube of factor 50, didn't need it
  • Sunglasses: cheapo option, didn't need them
  • Windproof jacket: no
  • Running Poles: Harrier Helvellyn PRO Carbon Z-Poles
  • GPS Watch: Garmin Enduro 2

Cold Weather Kit (Mandatory if instructed)

Cold weather measures were mandated shortly before the race start
  • EDZ Merino Wool 200g Base Layer Zip Neck Top
  • Icebreaker Half-Zip Merino 175gsm Bodyfit long-sleeved top
Hot Weather Kit (Mandatory if instructed)
  • Additional 1 litre water: I carried 2 litres total from every checkpoint, so met this requirement even though weather wasn't hot

Me with Salomon AdvSkin 12, Rob with UD Fastpack 20

Additional Kit 

I chose to take various additional stuff; some in my pack, and some in my drop bag, which was accessible at the 75-mile checkpoint.

In Pack

  • OMM snack pouch - attached to straps of pack
  • 8x Compeed patches (for blisters)
  • Mizuno t-shirt (swapped to this around 40 miles)
  • EDZ merino running socks (swapped to these around 40 miles)
  • Midge net (for outdoor sleeping)
  • Pack of Aldi roasted salted cashews
  • 8x various Tailwind sachets, caffeinated & non-caffeinated
  • Buff (for cleaning feet)
  • Trenchfoot cream (foot lubricant/barrier cream)
  • Vaseline (for feet)
  • Spare contact lenses
  • Avon Skin So Soft (for use as bug repellant)
  • Blister pack of imodium
  • Blister pack of ibuprofen
  • Blister pack of paracetamol
  • Lifeventure Ultralight 5L dry bag
  • Lifeventure Ultralight 2L dry bag
  • Silva Ranger Compass
  • Garmin charge lead
  • iPhone charge lead
  • Toilet emergency kit (bags, tissues, wipes)

In Drop Bag

Drop bag at 75-mile checkpoint gave opportunity to swap, replace or use items at the checkpoint

Swap

  • EDZ 135gsm merino t-shirt
  • EDZ 200gsm merino t-shirt
  • Salomon 7-inch shorts
  • Bridgedale Trail Run Lightweight T2 Merino Sport 3/4 Crew socks
  • EDZ merino running socks
  • Runderwear long running boxers
  • Salomon cap
  • Buff
  • Bonai 5800mAh power bank

Replace

  • Pack of Aldi roasted salted cashews
  • 8x various Tailwind sachets, caffeinated & non-caffeinated
  • Toilet emergency kit (bags, tissues, wipes)
  • 3x AAA batteries
  • Glasses (in event of contact lens issues)

For use at checkpoint

  • Mountain Equipment Helium 250 sleeping bag
  • Micro USB charge lead (for Iko Core batteries)
  • Pack of wet wipes
  • Contact lens solution

Clothes

What I wore from the startline
  • EDZ 135gsm merino t-shirt
  • Montane Slipstream 7-inch trail running shorts
  • Runderwear long running boxers
  • Bridgedale Trail Run Lightweight T2 Merino Sport 3/4 Crew socks
  • Topo Athletic Mountain Racer 2
  • Salomon cap
  • Salomon AdvSkin belt - for snacks, phone, poles

Comments on the kit choices

Shoe choice stands out as critical; I used my second pair of Topo Athletic Mountain Racer 2. They are a low-drop (5mm) shoe, which aids good form - I strive to mid-strike now, which has helped me get to big miles without knee issues. They also have a wide toebox, and their grip is brilliant on both rocky and muddy stuff, and competent in the wet. They are also surprisingly comfortable on tarmac compared to previous shoes I've used. A known issue I have with these is blistering on sides of my heels over longer runs, but lacing them well largely mitigates this. They lack a rock plate, so some care is required with foot placement - something I've very much adjusted to. On the flip side, they flex nicely around bigger rocks, which aids grip.

Topo Athletic Mountain Racer 2


Salomon AdvSkin 12 vest running pack is a brilliant piece of kit - a very well-considered design. The front pouches allow 2x 500ml flasks and, unlike competitors, they are deep enough for the flasks to fully sit in; this is very important to me - having flasks flopping over for hours on end is extremely irritating, which was unfortunately the case with my Ultimate Direction pack. The stretchy pouch that stretches around the lower back brings a major benefit: another 2x 500ml flasks will fit, which avoids the need for a bladder pack; the net result is shorter stops where you only fill the empties, and don't have to remove your pack. It is also easier to measure your fluid intake with individual flasks. The stretchiness of the pack means it actually fits a lot more than the 12L. I complemented it with the Salomon AdvSkin belt; I've had the slimline model of this for a while, and knew it to be good for phone, snacks and attaching poles. The larger one can also fit a jacket or other clothing item if needed.

I broke my own rule by buying some Runderwear boxers last minute. I had previously been using twinskin shorts (i.e. built in underwear) but realised I'd need to swap between shorts and longs during the run. This was a great move as they are supremely comfortable and stretchy, and avoided some chafing I've previously suffered.

As ever, I used mostly merino T-shirts and tops. Apart from being far less smelly than synthetic fabrics, it also avoids sore nipples, is comfy in a range of temperatures and remains comfy and warm when it gets soggy. EDZ kit is really good value - I use their T-shirts, tops and socks. I also used some premium-priced Bridgedale merino socks, though I'm unconvinced they serve me any better than the EDZ ones.

The Alpkit Hunka bivi was a new addition that I had tested during the finale recce; I slept in it on wet grass on a hill. It is heavier and bulkier than a pure emergency bivi (I do own one of these too), but useful for planned sleeping in the wild, especially in the wet. It is also safer in the event of an accident in bad weather and, as I discovered during 13V, handy for warming up at a checkpoint when you are soaking wet.

The Lifeventure Dry Bags were a great purchase, but next time I'll get a couple more small (2L) ones. It is tricky cramming stuff in your bag, so smaller can help with that. They can be compressed, because you can roll the air out of them and seal them. Dry bags are a must because you may find you need to unpack your bag onto wet ground or access stuff in the rain. Keeping emergency clothes dry is very important; I reached a point during the event where all my clothes were wet and I was really cold. Next time I'll make sure I have spares that do not get used unless it is an emergency.

Compeed is brilliant stuff, and can save your run from blistered feet, but you will need a way to get your feet dry. Also, take the time to hold the patch in place and warm it up so that it bonds. Trenchfoot cream is a new addition; I've previously just used Vaseline between my toes, which is very effective at avoiding blisters. Trenchfoot cream purports to avoid maceration from wet feet; it did a reasonable job here, but it seemed less adequate at the anti-chafing. This could be because I need to use it more liberally, but it comes in very small tubes, so I ran out. I think I'll stick with Vaseline, but have Trenchfoot on hand for poor weather.

The Montane Spine jacket is brilliant - too much for a summer run, but for the other three seasons it is a fabulous choice; hugely waterproof and windproof, yet somehow airy and a good hood. Nevertheless, the conditions were bad enough that water was finding the gaps around my neck. I'm not sure much can be done when the weather gets that bad.

I've got on fine with the Harrier Helvellyn PRO Carbon Z-Poles. You have to pick your size, as they are of fixed length. Although they are my first set of poles, I bought according to the recommended sizing and they have been fine. They have been a great addition for big runs; I don't tend to put them away much, I use them the majority of the time, and otherwise carry them in one hand, fully-extended, or fold them up and carry one in each hand. Occasionally, for a big technical descent or long tarmac section, I'll attach them to my waist belt. The Salomon pack has attachments for them, but they didn't seem to sit securely so I preferred mounting them on the waist belt. I'm considering a quiver, but I don't know how easy they are to use.

The Garmin Enduro 2 was an extravagant purchase. Knowing I intended to take on multi-day races, I researched battery life of the various options, and it became clear that this was the only real choice that would avoid mid-race charging. It has proved to be far more useful than I imagined. It is great for the expected applications - navigation, tracking, post-race stats. The extra value comes from feedback around you condition, training results and sleep, and the hints it gives to progress in your training. I also love the MIP display, which is visible in bright sunlight, and at night can be illuminated with a headtorch rather than wasting battery on a backlight. I had to do a little configuration pre-race to ensure battery usage was reduced (turned off backlight and disabled push notifications), but it comfortably managed the 43 hours.

The Forclaz Mountain Trekking Down Jacket MT100 is somewhat of a Decathlon bargain at £55, if you need to meet a mandatory kit requirement for an insulated layer. It will pack tiny, but is genuinely useful in combination with a waterproof jacket. Likewise, the cheapest, lightest Decathlon tights (£14) proved perfect - hugely stretchy, thin enough to avoid overheating but thick enough to defend against bracken and other irritating plants on the trail. I don't suppose they will last, but I'd usually use thicker ones through winter training.

I grabbed the Montane Via Dragon pull-on running top at a reduced price, and it is an excellent piece of kit. It is fleece-backed but also really lightweight, nicely stretchy and long-bodied and sleeved. Definitely a good choice for regular or emergency kit in your pack. The OMM Fusion running gloves were also nice, but in heavy rain I'd have been served better by a different choice. I need to consider some waterproof gloves (sometimes these will be mandated on kit lists), although cycling experience has led me away from the futility of trying to find waterproof gloves. My previous gloves were thin but fleece-lined Ale ones that somehow kept me warm in all conditions (even though my hands would get damp).

The Petzl Iko Core is a great headtorch - very light and lasts extremely well with their rechargeable battery. I got through the two 12-hour nights easily with two of the Core batteries, and an extra set of AAAs. Durability-wise, I have had one break the connection in the twisty headband, which had to be replaced under warranty. A cheap Amazon rechargeable headtorch served as a backup, but next time I'll want the backup to have replaceable batteries too - this is a critical safety item.

Regarding the fuel, I rely on Tailwind, mixed according to their instructions, and drinking 500ml per hour in moderate conditions. This is sufficient without additional food. I add in savouries (cashews, crisps, pretzels) to make it palatable over the time. They had Voom drink at the checkpoints (the electrolyte and energy versions); I tried these a couple of times, but they were horribly sweet. I carried OTE bars with no intention of eating them - like most sports food, they are too sweet for me. I carried SIS gels which are, mercifully, not too sweet; I use them in the event of a fuelling failure, as they quickly recover me from a bad state. I think I used one on 13 Valleys.

What will I change for next time?

Not much. I'll keep at least a couple of warm layers as emergency-only, in a separate dry bag, even if it bulks my pack out. I had a separate collapsible bowl and cup, but others were carrying a smaller collapsible bowl/cup that would work for everything - hot and cold drinks, pasta, porridge, etc. I also need a spork. 

I'll add some Topo gaiters - their shoes have specific attachments for them. Gaiters prevent stones jumping in your shoes. They also keep the worst of the mud out; you won't stay dry, but it is still quite a benefit. I've previously used Salomon gaiters, but they only work if the shoe has a gap in the tread or step between forefoot and heel. I'm considering trying waterproof socks, but they weren't something I wanted to introduce last minute in case they caused worse blistering.

A really simple, practical improvement would be to add something grippy to my LifeVenture DriStore bags. When I used them in the outer pockets of the pack, e.g. where a bladder would sit, they would gradually rise up and pop out of the pack, because they are smooth. Perhaps some gaffa tape would do it.

07 October 2023

13 Valleys 2023

  • Distance: 120.28 miles
  • Elevation: 22,293 feet
  • Elapsed Time: 43:16:23
  • Estimated calories: 16,401
  • Total finishers (within 45-hour cutoff): 26, of 78 starters

This was the big one. I was determined to break the century this year, along with my friend Rob, and13 Valleys was the choice - a new event on the scale of the popular Lakeland 100. With an entry requirement of successful completion of a previous 100-mile run*, we took the challenge seriously, and decided to do a lesser 100 first - the GB Ultras Scotland, which I've previously posted about, itself a pretty epic challenge. With that successfully completed back in June, and strong training in the interim, I arrived at the day with a good degree of confidence in both my physical training and experience. At the same time, it was clear that 13 Valleys was another big step up - significantly more elevation and, as I discovered during the recces, very challenging terrain.

Rob and I
Start line at Lakeside, Keswick

The day arrived, and I was feeling nervous. In addition to daily training, getting ready for the race had taken weeks of buying kit, planning logistics, doing recces and setting up electronic devices. The preparation still seemed inadequate, and my head was spinning as I went through registration and the mandatory kit checks. Despite an early arrival, the afternoon quickly disappeared and we made our way to the start line. The only thing left was to execute the plan - run the route, keep fuelled, look after feet and don't get lost.

The start time was 6pm Friday. Conditions were predicted to be reasonable for the first 24 hours - mild temperature, damp under foot but no rain and fairly still. Saturday evening, it was to change - heavy rain all night, moderate winds and single figure temps. The event organisers issued a last minute mandate for cold weather kit; in addition to the already extensive mandatory kit requirements, more layers were prescribed. No problem, I already had all this packed.

Rob and I were once again starting together, but in our anxious labouring over strategies to get round this beast of a run, we had decided we needed to run our own races. As it turned out, we wanted to do something similar so we ended up running more than half the race together.

Under Cat Bells, Derwent Water
Borrowdale
Support crew

As the compere at the start line told the crowds of the fantastic views we could expect, we put on our headtorches and braced ourselves for being plunged quickly into the darkness. We enjoyed the remaining light as we headed down the side of Derwent Water, tracking upwards as we passed under Cat Bells. At this point, we were in a long stream of runners but we knew that it wouldn't be long before the space around us would grow. Darkness fell as we passed through the woods at Borrowdale and we were soon making our way up towards Honister YHA, by the slate mine at the top of the pass. My kids greeted us, out of the darkness, with an encouraging chant. Whatever weariness burdened me at the start had disappeared; I was now locked in to the task.

We carried on, above the slate mine, but the route had been simplified since our recce of this section; we followed the tramway along the top of the hill, and then hit the first very technical, rocky descent. The adjacent waterfall that was spectacular in the daylight of the recce was loud but concealed by the dark, and the brooding hills around Haystacks could barely be seen. I knew we'd shortly enter more remote territory, but only after a brush with the road to Buttermere. Once again passing my mobile support crew, we got cheered on, but they wouldn't be taking the long route around to Wasdale for the next checkpoint; we'd see them again in the morning.

We left Buttermere lake via a significant climb over Scarth Gap Pass, heading for a remote youth hostel, Black Sail YHA, that can only be reached on foot. It is a beautiful spot, with wide rocky rivers reminiscent of the Rocky Mountains. Another friendly crew provided refuelling and we carried on into the night, following Black Sail Pass down to Wasdale Head, where the next checkpoint was. Everything was going well and I felt confident, but at 18 miles in we'd barely scratched the surface of this route.

Near Black Sail YHA
Wasdale Head
Lots of wet and boggy trails up high

The inevitable weariness of the night began to set in. We tracked over Eskdale Moor, and got our first reality check with the conditions; this section was boggy, and we couldn't avoid wet feet. We fumbled around, losing the path and having to negotiate clumped grassland. The terrain made us slow, and my legs started feeling stiff. Getting down to Boot took ages, but then we passed a familiar section at Dalegarth. No jumping in the river on this night, though I knew we were close to a very fun spot for bridge jumping. We spent a while weaving around Eskdale and eventually arrived at the checkpoint.

We knew the next section would be quite remote, and we'd be spending a long night out to get to Coniston. It was hilly and technical going under Harter Fell, and after Dunnerdale, but it was the long climb to Brown Pike where we got a taste of the big stuff. It was getting very hard, and I was getting weary and stiff and thinking of a sleep at Coniston. Being familiar with the area, I thought we were close to the checkpoint. I was wrong, and it took an age descending stony trails before it was in sight. The boating club was a good CP with hot soup and potatoes. We took the opportunity to sort our feet out and change socks. My feet were faring well. Claire had sneaked out of her campsite early, with the kids still sleeping in the van, and gave us some encouragement. She disappeared off for more sleep, while we ran on again.

Coniston Boating club


Last chance for sleep

We wanted to sleep before daylight. The opportunities were thin around the edge of Coniston. I toyed with hopping a fence and sleeping on an upturned boat. The ground was wet everywhere. Eventually a patch of reasonably dry, soft ground presented itself near the path, under some trees. It was probably the edge of somebody's garden. We pulled out our waterproof bivi bags and set a timer for 20 minutes. I didn't sleep, but it let my legs recharge and removed some weight from my eyelids.

After a short climb, we enjoyed some high misty views over Coniston. I expected the terrain to flatten out after this point, and was looking forward to an easy section to Wray Castle. It wasn't flat, and through a woodland section, industrial logging vehicles had decimated the wet tracks leaving it horrendously wet and a mire of thick clay. We did our best, skipping and sliding around in it. I was knackered and needed caffeine. We passed through the high street of a sleepy Hawkshead village, and I stupidly declined a stop at the Coop for a cold latte. When we found the flat shore of Windermere, it was a hard plod to get to Wray. Upon arrival, I appreciated the morsels of croissant with jam, and scoffed a load. I really wanted a sausage and egg McMuffin and a hash brown, and such thoughts occupied my mind for quite some time.

Mist falling away from Coniston



Decimated forest tracks

Wray Castle

I was surprised to hear that we were only 1.5 hours ahead of the cutoff for the checkpoint, and we'd just been sat having a leisurely refuel. I like to have time in-hand, and this was a hurry-up for me. I had a change in attitude, and when we passed my support crew along the path at Elter Water, I was a bit impatient in grabbing a latte and rushing off. No time for messing now, I wanted some hours back.

This was to be the longest secluded stretch. After Stickle Barn, we were heading through the Langdales at mid-morning,  and although brushing some level of civilisation at Rosthwaite, we wouldn't see my support crew until looping all the way back to Grasmere in the evening.

I love the Langdales, and my guess is that most hikers would pick it as a great place to visit. I knew the hills but not the path, but it was clear this was going to be a hard one, heading up Rossett Gill near Bowfell. It didn't disappoint, we were into the tough stuff. My legs felt strong, and I was using my poles to efficiently bound up the steep rocks. The clouds started coming in, and although we were already 60 miles in and had wrestled with some weariness, I think this is where the challenges really began.

Approaching Rossett Gill

Pausing to sort shoes

Weather started to turn up high

Fiercely rocky trails made hard work of every section. Crossing water took extra effort. Slippery ascents and descents required care, and much work from our quads and ankles. We hit technical challenge after technical challenge, each section taking its toll. I don't recall the sequence, but at some point we hit the Rosthwaite CP, and set out for more of the same. 

Some time later we hit another brutal ascent up to Grasmere Common, passing near Calf Crag. As we climbed, the route plot suggested we cross the waterfall, but that quickly resulted in no path. We scrambled up mud and grass. I saw a building and a campervan outside it, which was a surprise. I figured we'd make sense of where we were when we arrived at them. Except we didn't. It didn't exist. Rocks were starting to looks like other objects or people, as my tired brain struggled to process what I saw. The route plot made no sense as there were no paths and the footing was awkward. With limited visibility, we tried to pick something slightly off the course that resembled a path, in the hope it would converge with where we needed to go.

The rainfall was heavy up high, it was windy, and the visibility was poor. The whole thing seemed quite risky. We were surprised to find some event tents up high. We called out, and the marshalls who were sheltering in the tents appeared and asked if we were ok - we were, and we cracked on, although I did feel this was getting really quite dangerous - one fall and we'd be really struggling to stay warm, and would be difficult to locate.

Things got a bit wild. We couldn't stick with any path, because they all seemed to disappear to nothingness. Darkness fell, and we found ourselves on wet grassy peat moor, where fiercely flowing water blocked our progress. Rather than do yet more meandering we jumped the stream and battled across the rough moor until we found some sort of track to follow. I was reassured at the sight of other headtorches behind, but also concerned that they appeared to be following us in this navigational catastrophe. More technical descending followed and it was hard going.

We arrived at Grasmere in heavy rain, feeling battered, and over four hours after the rough estimate in my plan. I was diligently sorting my kit and feet, and wondering if I could even afford the time for a nap. Rob disappeared for a sleep without me noticing, and apparently wanted to be woken after an hour. I decided I could only afford 25 mins to be sure to stay within cutoffs, and figured I'd either be gone or waving goodbye when he woke up.

It was another sleepless attempt for me, and would be my last, but once again it recharged my legs. I was kitted up again and and about to leave when Rob appeared, looking awful. He was feeling grim, and had decided to pull out. We later found out that the 75 miles he'd covered, over 28 hours, he had done whilst having Covid. Quite the feat, it would make him very ill over subsequent days. I felt disappointed for him; this had been our big target and the culmination of a great deal of planning and training.

On my own now, I had the second and last easy section tracking along the flat to Ambleside. The weather was horrendous, the rain was firing down. With the dire forecast lasting all night, the race director had issued a revised route avoiding High Street - a really high, exposed section to the east of Kirkstone Pass. We were required to stop at the Lakeside CP at Ambleside to get a new map and download the new GPX file, which would take us to the west of Kirkstone. With the surprisingly technically challenging route and the awful weather, it was no surprise that people had been dropping out or missing cutoffs, and I was aware that there were only two runners left behind me. I had disappeared off from them at Grasmere. A group of three were ahead by maybe 10 minutes. I realised that the marshalls might insist I head out of Ambleside with others, but my efforts to catch the group had failed. I persuaded the marshalls that I would catch the others ahead rather than wait for the two behind. Whilst quite far back in the field, I knew I had plenty of battling left in me.

I realised that the CP at Hartshop would be followed by the next high point near Hellvellyn, forgetting that there was another checkpoint in between. I highly doubted that I'd be able to pull the same trick at the next stop; they'd want me to head out with other runners so I knew I needed to catch the group ahead. I had ages, but it felt important. I didn't think those behind me were likely to make it round the course in time. I put in a really fast section as I climbed out of Ambleside; I was pushing a level of effort entirely inappropriate for this point in such a long run - it confirmed I'd been taking this easier than I needed. I caught them really quickly, and then passed them and pushed on. I wanted to be comfortably back in the race. The path was horrific, and the amount of water flowing down it increased until it was about a foot deep. I was left picking along the grassy bank at the side.

The hastily deployed replacement route had a severely nasty surprise up its sleeve. On reflection, I struggle to believe this was a safer option, from an accident and rescue point of view, than the high but otherwise accessible High Street. It was a long, banked rock field that had turned into one massive stream; I believe this to be Scandale Pass tracking down to Caiston Glen. It was so technically hard to negotiate, that I found myself clambering around, even sliding down rocks on my bum. I fell at one point, luckily avoiding an arm break. The route neared the river to the side, which was a raging torrent because of the rainfall and punctuated with waterfalls. I was fearful of being anyway near it as I didn't want to plunge to my death. There was no obvious route through the rock field so I relied on following a vague line on my watch screen that didn't correlate to anything path-like. This would be a tough section to manage within a short run. I was 90 miles through a 114-mile run, in the middle of my second night of no sleep and in the pouring rain. It was brutal, in my opinion the hardest part of the whole run.

When I finally hit the flat, I was a wreck. It was still pouring with rain. My torch went flat and on to backup mode i.e. not bright enough to be of much use. I didn't want to stop to fix it as I was feeling really weary and drained, and my sense of humour had departed. I limped on with a pitifully dim spread of light in front. I saw water, and got confused, thinking it was Ullswater and I'd messed up; I couldn't bring myself to even investigate what my actual location was. As I dithered around, the other group caught up with me. They were a bit wrecked too. They reassured me that this was Brothers Water and I was still on track. We went in search of the replacement checkpoint at Hartsop. It took ages to reach and was frustratingly high up above the village. The out-and-back diversion to get there brought more discouragement at a low point in my race.

I was knackered and frozen. Having eaten and drank a little, I kitted up, but was shivering violently. I got my bivi out and wrapped myself up. I was aware that the next checkpoint at Glenridding preceded a massive climb. It was still raining, I was freezing, and all my clothes were sopping wet including the couple of spare layers I had. My thoughts started circling around what a dangerous position this was, and I thought my only option was to pull out. I would be passing my support crew before Glenridding, so I figured I'd jog on, bounce my thoughts off Claire, try to warm up and then make a decision at the CP.

I warmed a little on the long plod to Glenridding. My right ankle informed me that it wasn't happy with the amount of technical running and a constant pain set in. It took a while to climb up the valley to the checkpoint, and I was unsure exactly where it was. Friendly helpers in the building tried to offer me assistance sorting my bottles and my feet, but I was struggling to communicate. My foot care was inadequate as I ran out of lubricant; this would cause me major issues later. I threw some painkillers down to help my ankle, but couldn't really manage food, coffee or soup. I decided to stay in the same mode as before, relying on a steady intake of Tailwind drink with crisps and nuts to make it palatable. 

Whilst warming myself up I realised dawn was coming close, and that meant the temps would rise, even if the rain persisted. As dawn broke, I set out with just a t-shirt under my jacket; I wasn't warm yet, but it didn't take long in the fierce ascent for me to heat up. I now had no doubt - I was going to finish this.

Helvellyn YHA, above Glenridding

Sticks Pass, near Helvellyn

It was a familiar trek over to Thirlmere as this was part of a section I had recce'd; I'd only had the chance to explore a couple of sections of the course, but the knowledge did help. The climb up was fairly tough, followed by a meandering path along Sticks Pass. When I got to the slippery descent, my legs were really feeling it, and my feet were getting sore. My ankle still hurt. I skirted some minor hills and then along the flat fields towards Threlkeld, the final checkpoint. The two sleepless nights of running were now taking their toll, my ankle was hurting more and several blisters were making themselves known. I had passed 100 miles. I could only manage a walk as the blisters wouldn't cope with running. After a beautiful woodland section by the river, which was wasted on me at this point, I crossed the main road and headed up to the village. The kids greeted me at Threlkeld, but their enthusiasm couldn't convince me that this last stint would be any easier. I elected not to touch my feet at the checkpoint, which I knew would cost me. I set out with some resolve, but really hurting because of both my right ankle and the blisters on my left foot. I knew I had 11km and some significant climbing left, and the challenge felt enormous.

Supporters helping me to Threlkeld CP

I walked a lot, but eventually decided to attempt a run. My blisters hurt too much, so I backed off. After several attempts, I started sustaining a jog, curling my left toes to avoid the worst blisters. Keeping going was better, and was bringing the end sooner. Nevertheless, it took ages. My blisters started burning so much that I was running through the puddles and streams to cool them down. It was a big horseshoe loop below Lonscale Fell, and eventually the descent had to come. I was right to fear it, it was torturous on my feet, but I knew I was closing on the finish.

As I tracked down the woods near Latrigg, the locals started asking if I was doing the 13 Valleys, and calling "well done!". After crossing the dual carriageway, the route brought me in to Keswick town, at which point signs and the gestures of the locals took me on a circuitous parade of the town. It was brilliant - clearly people knew what was happening, and I was getting encouragement from every direction. A local group headed by the mayor were having some outdoor meeting, and stopped to clap me. As I arrived at the park for the finish line, I was greeting by an applauding crowd. The final section had been easy, I had stopped thinking about my injuries and I still had energy reserves to hold a good running pace. My daughter ran through the finish line with me, and the compere immediately summoned me to a mic. She asked me several questions for the benefit of the crowds; I attempted to answer coherently, but was very aware that I'd just run 120 miles and not slept for two nights.

I had run on those blisters all around the town and through the finish, but I didn't really notice them again until I stopped. My feet were destroyed, my ankle was sore and my left shin was paying a price for running with curled toes, but I didn't really care. Only 26 finished out of 78 starters, and I was one of them.





* entry requirement for successful prior completion of a 100-mile run was later dropped by the organisers, replaced with a self-declaration of readiness. I'm not sure of the reasoning, but I'd be interested to know if anyone without prior 100-mile experience actually finished!

24 September 2023

Counting down to 13 Valleys

5 days remaining until the start of the inaugural 13 Valleys 184km/114 mile (ish) ultra marathon, weaving around the lake district, and covering 7500m/24600ft of elevation.


A few weeks ago it all seemed well planned out; a final recce of a section of the 13 Valleys route, the 34-mile Gritstone Grind race as a decent length practice, and then 4 weeks of gradually tapering and lots of rest. But it all got a bit muddled, and I have no idea how to taper. Life is busy. The recce gave way to family stuff, so was delayed until after the Gritstone, eating in to the 4-week taper. I didn't follow the plan with the Gritstone, and raced it (as much as I could in the fierce heat) rather than trotting round. A week later we were up in the lakes, and did an overnight practice from Ambleside up to near Keswick. I had run three marathon or above distances in 2 weeks, and felt ruined. It was definitely time to taper.

For me, tapering is just a void. The committed routine of daily running disappears, and all sense of control and focus goes with it. I've mostly filled the void with eating, and not running daily has just made me more acutely aware of what a sedentary job I have. I should have been following a plan, but instead have capitalised on the extra available time by catching up on DIY. My mind has drifted away from running, but there is a background worry that I'm about to take on the most monumental challenge of my life and I'm not doing anything to prepare. If there is one thing that would put me in the best position for the race, it is good sleep, yet that has eluded me for yet another week. The nerves are building, but I'm also excited.

Let's return with some perspective. Until I started these weeks of tapering, I'd been knocking out daily miles with great consistency for months; I'd been getting plenty of hills in, and fairly regularly throwing in a big run without breaking out of the daily routine. Every big run this year has been a success - the first 24-hour practice run (75 miles), the first century on the Scotland 100, and a best position on Gritstone Grind. My recently purchased Garmin watch has crunched the numbers, and determined that my endurance and hill climbing abilities are at a very good level. I'm as ready as I could hope to be, but there is always a mental battle, which I am now quite familiar with, where you just can't quite accept the facts. I don't feel ready.









03 September 2023

Gritstone Grind 2023: boiled alive

Mow Cop

A 35-mile trail ultra marathon, following the length of the Gritstone trail across Staffordshire and the Peak District.

I could cite maybe four running challenges as the hardest thing I have ever done, and the one freshest in my mind will cry out for that honour. I don’t think today should take that crown; surely if I mentally revisited my Scotland 100 run it would rank as the toughest, but today was utterly gruelling in the heat.

My new Garmin fitness watch has been telling me for days that I’m broken, describing my training status as “strained”, and my training readiness as “poor”. This persuaded me that trying to match my best time in the Gritstone Grind this weekend was futile. Having hit problems in a marathon-distance training run a week ago, where dehydration caused me to hugely slow late in the run, and suffer cramping hamstrings, I knew hydration was key for today, especially given the forecast of high temps and full sun. I tried to keep fluids going in yesterday, but I still felt parched, and arrived at the race start today with a headache.

Start line

This was my third attempt at the Gritstone race. The first, in 2020, was my first ultra marathon, and consequently a huge challenge fraught with knee pain and fuelling struggles. Last year, with experience under my belt, I bagged an 8th place, and have continued to cite that as my best race performance. This year, with another century looming, and everything looking harder, I wrote off the possibility of going better. But then the race started, and it all changed.

At the start line someone had dumped an almost full bottle of water by the bin. I necked it to give myself the best chance. Once me and Rob were moving, and picking up a brisk pace near the leaders, I felt a lot better. I got caught up in the excitement, and we started to get some clear air in good position, so we were pressing on speedily. It was already quite hot an hour in, heading towards 10am.  The enthusiasm continued for about 15 miles, and things were looking promising for a very good result. We were chatting away comfortably, so no sense that we were pushing excessively. 

The Cloud

By late morning, the temperature was scorching. As we neared Croker Hill, Rob’s race started going wrong with calf cramps. I got chatting to another runner, and quite quickly a gap had pulled out and I had to assume things had worsened for Rob. I was quite buoyant and kept the pace up, until I got struck by nausea. It quickly got bad, to the point where I struggled to drink or eat. I took on fluids at the next checkpoint, but then it worsened, and all I could do was slow to a walk and wait, then start sipping fluids and wait again.

Approaching Tegg's Nose

Eventually, the nausea eased, and some gentle running became possible. I kept on the fluids, but whenever I was in full sunshine, it returned. It became unpleasant to the point where I started pondering pulling out; this would be neither my best race nor my biggest, so why suffer so much?

I passed my family, who were supporting, and inched up Tegg’s Nose. I was on the verge of sobbing as I saw a friend, who saw the struggle on my face and offered water. Some enthusiastic supporters a bit further on gave me a mental boost, but the nausea wouldn’t leave, and stomach cramps followed.

When I neared checkpoint 3, I was hanging on in there, and passed another runner whose race was derailing with cramp. I ate nothing but a few crisps, and filled one bottle with coke and another with plain water. I knew I wasn’t doing the best things with fuelling, but with only seven miles to go I thought I could make it.

Somehow, on the horribly long sequence of climbs that followed, I found another gear, and passed yet another runner whose day had taken a turn for the worse. I tripped on a gravelly concrete path, making a mess of my hand, but jumped back to my feet and ran on. It hurt, but nothing major. I wondered if the adrenalin was helping me to run.

With lots of slow jogging, I neared the home turf of Lyme Park. My family once again greeted me before I turned in to the park, and I almost collapsed in a sobbing mess. My stomach was hurting badly, and I knew my hydration level was bad. But I was entering the final few trails that I have run hundreds of times.

Approaching Bowstones, above Lyme Park

Still struggling through Lyme, two other competitors passed me, chatting away. At first it crushed me, I thought I had nothing to fight with, to defend the 7th place I thought I’d just lost. But then I realised my nausea had eased and my stomach pain too. With less than two miles to go, I went up a couple of gears, confident I could hold it to the finish, took back my place and continued swiftly down the long hill towards Disley.

My overall time was 17 mins slower than last year, but I would expect everyone took a big hit from the heat. I came in sixth, scooping up a first in age category - my best ultra result. I think everyone ahead was younger. This came at a big cost, and everyone I spoke to at the end expressed how hard and unpleasant it was to get round in those conditions. Reflecting on such a hard-earned result brings some satisfaction, but I think I will get more joy from it when the dehydration subsides and the memory of the pain fades. I hope not to do another hot run this season.

16 June 2023

GB Ultras Scotland 100

  • Distance: 106.63 miles
  • Elevation: 13,689 feet
  • Elapsed Time: 37:19:28
  • Estimated calories: 18,280
  • Total finishers (within 38-hour cutoff): 22, of 63 starters

We Brits love a decimal goal, despite our disposition towards imperial units. In running terms, 100 miles is a great target as, with big hills in, it takes even the best runners to around that 24-hour mark. For us mere mortals, it becomes an epic journey to get to the end, despite the sleep deprivation, the battle to consume calories and fluids, and challenges of blistering, chafing, injuries and other ailments. But this run brought an even bigger difficulty - avoiding heatstroke.


The story



The event start line was set in the village of St John’s Dalry, a village in the hills near Dumfries. Two events were happening concurrently, the 50 and 100-mile variants, both of which were to follow the Southern Upland Way. The 50 finish line was also checkpoint 5 for the 100-mile race. This meant that we would spend the first half of the race alongside people who may be finishing much earlier - that can make for a difficult mental journey for those measuring their effort for 100 miles, as can passing a finish line, knowing you have to do it all again.



Rob and I were very prepared, or so we thought. A challenging 75-miler a few weeks before had given us huge confidence for both fitness and handling race logistics. We’d also obsessed over kit - clothes, shoes, packs, nutrition and more. We were both quite experienced with hot marathon and ultra distances, so felt we’d take that in our stride too. We assessed the elevation, and nature of the terrain from video footage and descriptions, and quite spectacularly misjudged the difficulty level. Thankfully, we’d been training with a future, hillier run in mind; Scotland was meant to be the stepping stone, so our training had been targeting the harder run. It was combining the high difficulty level with scorching heat, for such a long distance and time, that made Scotland such a surprising challenge.


Start, Saturday 0600



The races, 50 and 100-mile, had a mass start in a field in the town of St John's Dalry. The speedier runners had already adopted positions at the front of the pack; we went in the middle, where we expected to finish, but also knowing that any speedy exit would be meaningless for an event of this scale. We made a steady start and settled in, as we adjusted to the weighty packs we were carrying.


Conditions started as I expected, with light, undulating trails, and plenty of grassy fields. Despite the very dry conditions, I deftly located the one soft patch when skipping over a minor bog, and so before we'd even hit the first checkpoint I had fallen into knee-deep mud. Not ideal, but I'd clean up the mess later.

It was still early morning, but feeling remarkably warm.





CP1, 8 miles, Saturday 0751



In the run up to the checkpoint, my head had been spinning; after all of the prep, there was still a lot to think about. What fluids did I need to take on? What bag adjustments did I need to make? What should I eat? What kit did I need to move into accessible pockets?


We arrived at the checkpoint, and I began to execute the plan, and start filling my bottles. A marshall informed me that my tracker was malfunctioning, and needing resetting, which he did. I grabbed a drink in my cup. We put our bags back on, and set off.

Then I realised my mistake. The plan was 700ml fluids for every hour. Tailwind drink was being supplied, which is complete nutrition, including electrolytes. I'd taken just a litre between my front bottles, and not filled the 1.5L bladder in my backpack. At endurance pace, the next checkpoint could be 4+ hours away. I was slightly worried, but resolved to drink at normal rate, and then just manage the gap

We did plenty of climbing to get up to the big stone hula hoops in the ground. People were struggling with the inclines, but I felt strong. I hadn't found time to study the route properly, and was relying entirely on the route indication on my GPS unit. Pulling out a map would have been awkward whilst using running poles, so I settled for operating in total ignorance to the route and geographical details, at least unless we had a problem.



The heat built quickly, and I got through my drinks at a fast rate. I realised this was a risky situation already, but we kept our pace steady. The checkpoint seemed a very long way away. An event car passed, offering Coke from the window; this saved me from the immediate risk, and I sank a couple of cups. After what seemed like a long time, we passed another event car dishing out water; I drank a couple more cups. Eventually, upon entering a small town, we crossed a river and refrained from opting to swim, but I did take the chance to dunk my head and wet my cap. Given the now aggressive heat, I resolved not to make any more mistakes with fluids.

CP2, 26 miles, Saturday 1229

At the checkpoint, I made a t-shirt and sock change. My heels were already blistering. I don't normally suffer blisters, but I had been running with loosely tied shoes. This wasn't good. I put Compeed patches on and reapplied Vaseline between my toes.


From chatter at the checkpoint, it became apparent that many had already dropped out of the event. 18 miles is a long gap between checkpoints in any event, but with this heat, along with race instructions only specifying 1L minimum of water bottles to be carried, it presented a very risky situation. This race was going to be far from easy.





Mercifully, the distance to CP3 was smaller. We weaved along stony fire tracks through woodland, and the temperature had built up to what I would describe as scorching, yet I knew the peak would be around 4pm. As we descended and approached a bend, I spied a pool in the stream that looked deep enough to swim. We wasted no time, stripped off to just shorts, and I fell backwards into the refreshing water. It felt amazing, but importantly, we were cooling down.


CP3, 34 miles, Saturday 1555

I continued with a pattern of avoiding the mass of sweet foods presented at the checkpoint, and went only for salted potatoes, pretzels, crackers and fresh fruit. My nutrition was in the Tailwind, so these were mostly to help my stomach cope.



More big hills followed, mostly grassy, but bigger than I had imagined. A marshall understated the journey to the next CP, which became a common theme of the day. It was a very long 6 miles.


CP4, 40 miles, Saturday 1754

Coping pretty well with the running, we found ourselves quite alone for a while. We ran some beautiful, secluded woodland. The variety of terrain and scenery had already surprised me, it was a lovely route, but my mind was mostly on the challenges ahead; the heat had been taking its toll, and we were quite slow.




We worked our way around the dam, where the path was closed, and passed a dramatically large reservoir. The big hills kept coming, and we trudged past a huge wind farm.





We were working towards the mid point, and might have expected this 14-mile leg to take 3-4 hours. However, we started slowing a lot, with much walking. I didn't immediately identify the problem that was building. We were approaching the outskirts of the town. I realised darkness was approaching, and calculated that we still had several miles to the checkpoint. Rob was swaying around, propped up by his poles, and looked drunk. The heat and dehydration had caught him. At first I thought we could just plod on, but as the time ticked away I realised the relatively early cutoff for this CP was starting to look risky. I started gently nudging Rob to eat and drink, and when he didn't really respond I went in with more insistence. If he didn't, I told him, we might not make the cutoff. I closely tracked our times, knowing that a call to the race director might be needed, and a difficult decision might have to be made. We'd agreed in advance that if one of us was having difficulties, the other could continue their attempt to get round, but I wasn't going to leave Rob alone in that state.


CP5, 54 miles, 2331

We arrived in the town, and with just a couple of streets left I realised we would make it. Another group of runners caught us, and we chatted a little. Their support party welcomed them into the checkpoint. I missed having such support for this one, and we limped in to the checkpoint. Rob grabbed a chair, but then wobbled around, a bit disoriented. I suddenly felt nauseous, as the dehydration had caught me too. I headed for the edge of a field to vomit, but found myself sobbing uncontrollably instead.



I pulled myself together, and headed back to the checkpoint building. We got drinks and food, found our drop bags, and then discovered that some of the 50-mile finishers had been taking the opportunity to have a shower. We stayed long enough to pull ourselves back together, made use of the showers, and remained for over an hour. The checkpoint was closing and being packed up. In the hurry to get out, I wrongly packed my stuff, and left my night time running clothes in the drop bag.


We had left the checkpoint a full 40 minutes after the cutoff, which by most people's reckoning would mean we were at risk of not making the next CP cutoff. I wasn't worried, as I knew our normal pace would see us gaining time again, we just needed to be recovered. My initial estimation of our pace would have seen us finish the event, which has a 38 hour cutoff, in around 28 hours, so I figured we had hours to play with. But I had hugely underestimated the terrain. We intended to attempt a couple of 15-minute power naps during the night.


My memory is failing me for the next phase. I'm aware that what followed was the biggest climb of the run, over 2000ft up to Croft Head. My only recollection is a very long time working through woodland, and looking for places to stop for a nap. When we finally chose a spot, amongst tree stumps, I covered my face with my buff and lied down. I could hear the hum of midges, punctuated by the odd mosquito buzz. As I'd forgotten my night kit, I was still in shorts, and I could feel them swarming on my legs. It was a hugely unpleasant 15 minutes. I didn't sleep. The many bites I got would cause me discomfort for the next few days.


We finally arrived at Croft Head, and worked along the top of the high hill. I could make out a steep drop to our right, and the outline of very large hills to the right and ahead. It was eerie. I pointed my torch, but it illuminated nothing; the scale of this valley was huge.


We dropped down an intimidatingly steep, zig-zagged path, and could see light in the distance on the other side of the valley, which we assumed to be runners. As we eventually neared where the lights had been, it became apparent that it was in fact a high viz jacket, hanging up, reflecting our torches. As we neared, we saw a guy sat under a tarp hung from a dry stone wall. He asked our numbers, informed us that the road was near, and the checkpoint was around 10k away. It must have been a lonely marshalling post.


As we worked our way along the side of the valley, daylight began to appear. We picked through some tricky terrain to cross the valley, and things started getting more grassy as we approach woodland. Rob selected a soft bank, and we set our 15-minute alarm and dropped. It probably took me 10 of the minutes to fall asleep, but the 5 made a difference. We pressed on.


We began a long descent along forest fire roads. We were still sleepy, and were walking. It seemed to go on for a very long time. The track turned to slate, as we passed the quarry, and eventually the valley opened out, and we joined a tarmac road. We still had sleep in mind, and were keeping eyes peeled for a spot. The most appealing was a barn with a pile of wool in it, but we carried on. It was a painfully long trip down the tarmac, but we still weren't seeing the checkpoint. I picked up a jog and, to my surprise, sustained it for a good period. Rob was still pretty keen on another sleep.




We saw runners for the first time in hours, heading into the hills ahead and to our left. We figured that they had already visited the checkpoint. We checked the map and saw that the checkpoint was an out and back, a short way off the route, but didn't realise that it was actually several kilometres. We passed runners returning from the checkpoint, and wrongly assumed we'd made up significant time.


CP6, 71 miles, 0716

Another supportive crew greeted us at the checkpoint. They got me a coffee, and were insistent that we applied bug repellant - it was a bit late for that. I also grabbed a can of coffee from my drop bag, and still had one from previous drop. I attempted to fix my feet again, but this time new blisters had appeared, just at the base of my toes, in the middle; the right was worst, and was definitely now presenting a DNF risk. I patched them up as best I could.



I was quite refreshed once we got going, but Rob hadn't taken on caffeine. I asked if he wanted to sleep, because I was about to neck a coffee to boost myself into the day. We didn't sleep again.


After a while we arrived at a big loch. The race director appeared, and took our pics. I was feeling fresh, and it was warming up. Our push to make up hours really began, and we were running consistently (except uphills) for a long time. I believed we were making up time, and also discovered from messaging my wife that more people had dropped out. This put us last of the heavily diminished field.



After several hours of good progress, we finally spotted some other runners ahead. It was once again scorchingly hot. I was motivated to be back in the mix with other runners, and pushed a little so we'd catch and pass them. It seemed like our passing spurred them on because they kept us in sight. The heat slowed us all for a while, and I was expecting to see the checkpoint soon, but as ever, it never seemed to come. In pure frustration, I picked up a run and held it for ages, across fields. Rob kept pace, and the other two were never far behind.


CP7, 89 miles, Sunday 1350

As we descended towards the checkpoint, the marshalls appeared with plates of food for us. They were keen to take our bottles and give us a refill. They were aware, though we weren't at the time, that our ETA for the finish was later than the 2000hrs cutoff. They hurried us, which I felt was a mistake; we were seriously hot, and if we were to finish at all, we first needed to cool down. I wasn't worried about time because I was still confident we could be faster than typical times, but actually I was being a little too confident; I didn't know what difficult hills remained.


We took a couple of minutes at the nearby stream to dunk heads and caps, and then set about doing a brisk stint. We were taken by surprise at the next forest section by what seemed like an unending, steep, rocky climb; it was a straight line up a huge hill, and despite the woodland, gave us little shade. It was brutal in the heat, and I couldn't believe we hadn't clocked, or been told, that this was still to come. The walking was clearly making us slow, but attempting to run this hill would have been counter-productive. When we finally reached the top, we settled back into a run, and soon hit a very technical, rocky descent. This was problematic with my blistered foot, and I had to take huge care placing my feet, cursing at each mistake. We believed our distance should place us near CP8, and that timing would therefore be fine, but we were very wrong.




We had another very long technical descent, and eventually picked up the river. Still no checkpoint, and it turned out to be much further along the valley, and then the road. The realisation finally came that we did not have time in-hand, all our efforts to gain time had merely bought us the chance to make the final cutoff.


CP8, 98 miles, Sunday 1732

We arrived, once again needing to cool off, but we were told not to sit down; they wanted to fill our bottles and send us out, to give us a chance of finishing in time. I dismissed the idea that we might not manage it as I knew we could pick up a better pace for the sake of 8 miles. They told us there was only one small hill left. It was not at all small; it was long and very steep.



Having cracked the hill, all that remained was 7 miles of relatively easy running, which we needed to do at a moderate pace. Although exhausted, dehydrated and hot, this didn't seem like an impossible challenge. Rob led, but was pottering. I told him to speed up, but then initially found myself unable to keep up. After forcing my legs to get moving, I eventually rejoined him down in the woods. My mind drifted away from the running; occasionally I would come back to consciousness that running was happening, but it didn't seem like I was there. Rob spoke, and I wondered why the words made no sense. We continued to keep up a decent pace. Rob spoke again, and it still made no sense, so I told him I couldn't understand what he was saying. I had some sense that I was having a problem, and knew that drinking was the fix, so I kept the fluids going in. I got confused by the arrows on the navigation device, as some complicated intersections in the path meant they required some interpretation. My thoughts were incoherent, but somehow I blundered through the woods.


Finish, 106 miles, Sunday 1919

We eventually reached the outskirts of Melrose. We passed a build that looked very much like it could be the checkpoint, but as I zoomed out of the view on my GPS, it was apparent we were still a few miles from done. The Southern Upland Way was tracking along the town, and then ascending above, before a left turn took us over several fields down the river. We snaked our way along the river, going back on ourselves towards the middle of the town. Rob took the lead, and I was fading but keeping up. Our big push meant we were in plenty of time, and had 40 mins in hand as the checkpoint came into view. We got a cheer, but things were wrapping up in preparation for the coach leaving at 8. It didn't really feel like a great moment of celebration, and the emotion I'd felt earlier about the possibility of reaching this point had evaporated. I felt numb, and quite confused.



Having been given the medal (a weighty belt buckle), I wandered inside and drank two small cups of water. Nobody offered the recovery drinks I'd expected, but I wasn't thinking straight enough to ask. I went for a shower and struggled to get dressed, because of the state of my feet. Still a bit confused, I put my bags on the coach and climbed aboard.


After we left, I had a minor meltdown as I thought I'd left my phone at the finish line. When I found it, in my pocket of course, the next thought was more serious; I'd brought no drink along for the 2.5 hour journey. I felt sick, and the coach driver was driving very fast along the twisty roads. I had to sit up tall and watch the roads to avoid vomiting, and eventually my body calmed. I had a sleep.


We arrived back in St John's Dalry, and I walked very slowly back to the field where the van was. I realised we had only a modest amount of water, and inadequate food, with no prospect of buying anything. We were meant to have had hours in the day to buy lunch etc, but that plan had failed. We made noodles on the camping stove, drank a little water, and went to bed. It was a disturbed night where my swollen feet wanted to be high, but my hamstrings wanted anything but straight legs.


I anticipated a huge marathon hangover, but none came; after a coffee and beans on toast in the morning, we packed up and got on the road. At the services, mid-way, it was scorching, and I hid from the sun. Yet it was similar to Saturday and Sunday. It seemed implausible that we'd run 106 miles in these conditions. I grabbed an espresso from Costa, and a vegan roll from Greggs, and we continued our four hour journey home. When we got back, I still felt fine. No notable dehydration, no back pain, no major tiredness, no knee pain. Just blistered feet, some back sores and a multitude of midge bites on my legs, arms and head. Rob had no blisters.


We'd made it round 106 gruelling miles, in fierce heat, and despite the enormous attrition rate. It was our first century run. We'd both had moments where failure came very close, but our preparation and race discipline had helped us make it. It was unquestionably the hardest thing I have ever done.




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